I feel so alone? family is against me.?

Girl, don't ever think about hurting yourself over hateful people. You should proud of what accomplish. It's hard what you are going through. Sometimes, it best to separate yourself from negative people and sometimes we will never know why people would act so manipulative especially family members. Surround yourself with positive people and what's important is you know the truth about you. Life is to short and be proud of yourself.